When somethings have to go, they have to.

You cant protest. Its useless. You're not Father Time.

Even if you are, why bother, its over already.

but it keeps coming back; its no use. Oh, the pain and sadness of it all.

He lies on his bed, aloft with soft pillows.

His eyes stare open, wide, into the milky night

With a trembling hand, he brought it to his heart.

A flash, and hes back 780000000000000 seconds ago.

A red backpack. A glaze of white.

He stumbles, silently, into the gates.

He mutters and walks with a shuffle.

he walks to his class, and sits, quietly.

A small boy, about half his size.

walks up to him, and sneers.

Red bag boy's eyes glisten, but did not flow.

Small boy walks away, eyes becoming slits.

he can feel it. Its happening again.

That momentary pause.

Something was awry, terribly awry.

Why?

red and small were freinds,

So close, so close.

But why?

Why did it have to end up like this?

He closes his eyes, and a tear falls,

It awakes the boy, he he finds himself on the bed again.

Crying.


Just some random poem i thought up of just now. When you are emotionally charged, you can write anything! XD

Ok, back to myself.

I was at a nondescript place near my house when i saw this old lady scavenging through dustbins. I felt a flare of pity and approached her, an empty soda can in my hand. She turned and smiled at me. i politely smiled back and handed her the can. She smiled and said something in Hokkien. SInce my Hokkien vocabulary was only the size of a teaspoon, i just said thanks in Mandrin. She frowned, and pointed to her ears. She was deaf. She then procceeded to rummage through other dustbins. i felt so sorry for her. Coincidentally, her dustbin journey was on the way to my house. Agog with curiosity to see where she would go, i followed her.

She continued to rummage thru the junk in the dustbins, and taking only cans. As i reached , home, i saw her walk into A GIANT BUNGALOW NEAR MY HOUSE. Lol.

She lives there!!!1

Life is so full of twists and turns. One moment you pity a poor old lady, the next moment you envy her and her big house.

Hey all,

Sorry for not posting.. psps.. was quite busy with exams! So many things to remember, to study.. keke. Okay.. so major update huh? Guess what! I got a new bike! Its a Capitano V.2 ( yes... i know.. Aleoca) . When i went to my bike after school, the front gripping bar was twisted! I had to cycle back home in my ruined bike~ Luckily my dad twisted it back ( haha) I suspect VS boys (obviously) as the bicycle stand was just behind the hostel. There was even a security guard! Talk about " high security standards"... Futhermore, it was a Saturday.. so Vs students are out, maybe the hostel people... if you go to their canteen and see the Worst\ Messiest Room "Award", your mother would probably faint. ha ha.
Exams were quite good except for Math.. which i got a b4 due to flunking a common test! However, the teacher is giving the class a retest AND THE NEW MARKS WILL BE COUNTED!! yes! ( half the class failed anyway)!
hahas. I love being a prefect~
Recently, i am listening to AT's songs.. they kinda mirror how i feel. Headstrong and Suddenly~~~

1)What makes you smile?

Beautiful sceneries, good results, people in joy ( except being sadistic)

2. Do you ever turn off your cell phone?

Nope. it dies out by itself XD

3.What happened at 10.00am today?

Recess?

4.When did you just cry?

Nah. Dont want to mention it.

5.What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?

I dislike peanut butter =)

6.What do you want in your life right now?

*******************

7.do u carry an umbrella when it rains or just put on a hood?

Umbrella. Im eveready :)

8.what's your favourite thing to put on your bed?

Pillows. Soft ones. :)

9.what bottom are you wearing now?

White 3/4 s. :)

10.what is the nicest text in your inbox says?

That God is always beside me! :)

11.do you tend to make relationships complicated?

Depends.

12.Are you wearing something that you borrowed from someone?

Nope.

13.what was the movie you last caught?

Hellboy II i think.

14.What are you proud of?

My results! And me.

15.what does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

Starhub promo plans??

16.what is the last song you sang out loud?

This is Me

17.do you have any nice names?

?

18.what was the last receive text msg? Who was it from?

Seb =P

19.what time did you go to bed last night?

10.30 pm. tired.

20.are you currently happy?

fairly

21.who gives you the best advice?

God, parents, aunt

22.do you eat whipped cream straight away from the can?

No! Thats gross~

23.who did you talk on phone last night?

No one

24.is anything bugging you right now?

nope.

25.what is bugging you right now?

I just answered that question!!

26.do you wear toe socks?

nope.

27.who was the last person you had a missed call from?

Home i guess.

28.have you ever had your heartbroken?

Benar. ( yes in Indonesian)

29.what annoys you the most in a person?

Him.

30.do you have any crush on anyone?

hahas. cant tell

31.have you ever done cocaine?

NO!! Im not a drug pusher!!!

32.what is the colour of your room?

White. :)

33.would you kill someone you really hate for a billion dollars?

Nope. As much as i hate him, i wont kill.

34.do you believe in the saying 'talk is cheap'?

Absolutely

35.who was the last person that lay on your bed?

Me?

36.who was the last person who hugged you?

Lol.

37.did anyone see the last person you kissed?

Nope. ;)

38.do you have a life?

Duh.

39.have you ever think someone died but they didnt?

Nopes.

40.what is the reason behind your profile song?

I just like it.

41.who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Myself holding a staff :)

42. last time you smile?'

this afternoon

43.have you ever change this year?

I hope so. for the better

44.what are you listening to right now?

Nothing

45.are you talking to someone doing this?

Nope.

46.do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?

Open!!

47.is there any quote you lived by?.

If you wanna rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain

48.who is the most important to you?

God, friends and family

49.do you think you have enough confidence?

Maybe.

50.who is the person you trust most?

God, family and my besties.

51.do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?

Yup, even tho i havent seen one before.

52.if you can have a dream come true, what will it be?

To be able to have a magic wand! XD

53.what is your goals for this year?

To excel in the academic arena! :)

54.do you believe in eternal love?

Yes. God eternally loves us. =)

55.what feeling do you love most?

Success, happiness

56.do you believe its global warming now?

Yup. Be green!!!

57.what is the feeling you hate most?

Failure, Jealousy, Anger, Frustration, Bitterness, Sadness

58.do you cherish every single friend of yours?

Yes. Friends are Forever XD

59.do you believe in GOD?

YES IN CAPS !!!!

60.who care for you the most?

God, my family and friends! :)

61.what do you think is the most important thing in your life?

God, family, friends, morals, results XD

62.what will you bring when you fight?

A vapouriser and a impenertrateble force shield. If not a wand ( if theres magic) =)

63.What have you regretted in your life?

Secret.

64.What if your stead two-timed you?

I'll be furious and sad?

65.Someone you cant live without?

God, Family, Friends, Good food! :)