All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
Ive been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And its taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And youre thinking well be fine again,
But not this time around

You dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you baby
Like I did - before
Youre not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didnt know
Couldve loved you all my life
If you hadnt left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And Im tired of being last to know
And now youre asking me to listen
Cause its worked each time before

But you dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Dont wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you baby
Like I did - before
Youre not sorry, no no, ohhh

Youre not sorry no no ohhh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never wouldve gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you dont have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Theres nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that youre sorry
But I dont believe you baby
Like I did - before
Youre not sorry, no no ohhh

Youre not sorry, no no ohh......

frizzed. very frizzed.
exasperation.
rest.
spin.
jump.
go.

and its over.



over.

The old saying goes : Ignorance is bliss.

It sure is. Its really sad once you see the world in full view, the ugly side of humans, living conditions in 3rd world countries.... cruel systems....

Its so clear to me now ; Ive got a whole new perspective.

Clear.

Oh, give me some positivity.

membacalah.
Satu kali mu melihat dunia, mu tak akan pernah mau melihatnya lagi.

は、非常に初めて、私は失うものは何もない、すべてを得るために。ゾッとするほど、まだ見えない。

im kinda in that phase now. traversing between past and future.


which to keep, which to discard?

that is the question.



sometimes, in order to move on, you have to let go.




but what do i have to let go, exactly?



well, lets keep things simple.


:D

decipher.

Es sāpes. Fiziski un garīgi. Protams, bojāta puses, un es esmu fiziski un garīgi, jo tas ir kaut nerunājot pa apakšu manu sirdi, kad no rīta un pirms diviem gadiem, kas tika atgūta. Es domāju, ka Jūs esat vainīgs. Ļoti jutīgi. Pārmērīgs. Man bija ambiciozs un talantīgs, bet ļoti vientuļš. Es neesmu sociālās tauriņš, un es esmu par konverģenci. Es esmu tikai draugs. Tikai viens. Pievienot pakete veikt. Salīdzinoši labi aizsargāta un ka ir atšķirība starp 6, I devās uz pamatskolas un man bija man. Mēs tikās draugi, bet es vēl joprojām to pašu. Nē Kad esat tur, un es domāju, ka liela uzmanība ir dots. Gold ķimikālijas. Par mani man bija runā ar ir mainījusies. Palieciet skumjš skumjš. . Es domāju, ka draudzība ir ieguldījuma veids nav zināms, es zinu. Nākamajā lappusē, ka kļūda, kas nāk no draugiem saka, ka meitenes sākās. Tas ir traks. Viņš nerunā ar manu seju. Diemžēl es nekad atbildēt uz vēstuli. Tāpēc es domāju, ka beigās ir sasniegts. Es patiešām bija ievainots. Vēl nesen, kad viņš teica man beigās. No interneta. Ātras un kodolīgas. Piezīmes. Es izlasīju jūsu emuāru. Tas ir mainījies. Daudz kas ir mainījies. Tagad Es parasti vienu no jomām, sociālās un skolu. Ah. Ne dziedēt. I gotta go. Pārbaude. Par mājasdarbu.